Tuesday, June 4, 2013




I've decided to out myself - I am struggling (again) with clinical depression.  I am working on getting it under control with medication and am now adding essential oils to the mix with the help of my sweet and cool friend Kirsten (Kish).  I had post-partum depression following my third miscarriage and post-partum depression and obsessive-compulsive disorder following Aidan's birth.  That was so weird!  This time the strain of divorce, bankruptcy, moving 3 times in 4 years, changing jobs and new responsibilities with the single-mom role and home remodeling role have just worn me out.  I did the things I had to do and let my emotions take a back seat during the survival mode time.  The remodel has been on hold while I am struggling to do the basics of life.  The great thing I take from this is I am surviving and am now able to move on! 

Truth?  I am SICK OF IT!  I am ready to be done with this chapter in my life.  (Which tells me my medication is working and my God is in control.)

I'd love to hear your thoughts and encouragement!